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20 January 2011 @ 08:04 pm

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THIS JOURNAL IS PUBLIC, although I will only add those who I've talked to before etc. I'm not very picky though; a few words are okay ♥ I love getting to know people and all that.

ALSO, my name is not Tsubasa-what ever related. It's from Fairy, in Fuckingfairy, from a comm I was in AGES ago. Trudat.

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My 20 year old animephag gamer-partner guy just asked me out. I've known him for ~2 months and he's 5 years older than I am. I want to but I don't want to. Roxy I already know what you'll say about this and I agree. Ash thank you for your thoughts, they really helped ♥

But I feel pressured and I don't want him to anxiously wait and I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO MY MOTHER, I'd talk to my mother's sister but she'd not get the entire meeting-over-intrawebs and if I told my dad he'd get me banned from the internets forever.

Maintank thinks I should do it, but bring mom, I do not want.

Honestly? I want to wait until the guild meeting in DK in august, but it's so far off that I'm afraid that he'd lose interest.

The hardest thing is to actually TELL him that. But I will have to, eventually, because I DO like him.

I love you MT ♥
Christian säger:
I'll go for a cig then
isabelle säger:
Be careful with your lungs dear <3
Christian säger:
They're okay, I'll tell them you said hi

EDIT: I decided to not sleep, and take a jog around 6ish instead. then I can sleep.
13 June 2008 @ 01:27 pm

It's pretty much all solved. Mom will just want to talk to Adam since well, I'll be the only girl - and there will be alcohol. On top of that, the guys there are like 20-24ish, so I'll just stay around with Pedi and he'll have to let me play on his 'lock.

This will be so awesome ♥ Mihaitza's wife might come as well, and I guess it's nice to have another female around me(even though she's 30-40ish) no matter how much of a leech she is. And Tim (Puppyboi) is showing up! He owes me a chicken salad :3


August needs to come faster!

+ I'm getting into utada hikaru. I really want to get KH (Reuben encourages me) but it's so... eh. I'll see what I do. And Disney characters FTFL.
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Utada Hikaru - Passion
10 June 2008 @ 04:25 pm
Aight so here it comes, 'nother update (I'm doing my best!) -

@ Thursday, I got a haircut. It turned out good, but my hair won't do as I tell it to once I shower. Later that night we went to a huuuge dance thing, with foam, and just sort of... danced. It was fun. Danced with lots of random guys, whilst Sara and Maria and Emelie just made out with everyone - I'm far too picky, so I turned them down. I felt mean :<

Then I started playing Persona 3 again, I just finished the hotel event since my sister has taken a liking to the game and won't let me play, despite it being mine and all /cut.

But school's over and I can be all dedicated! When I'm not dragged around, that is. And I'm an officer @ Unf now, so I have to attend to 2-3 raids /week. But that's okay with me. Hopefully I can go 'n see em in August ♥.

And now Reuben is complaining about my lack of anime-watching skillz. Kinky. I'd hug him if it weren't for the fact that he's like, 5 years older than I am. But I totally love him anyway. ♥

「ルーちゃん」 säger:
Jag vill binda fast dig i en stol och tvinga dig att se första 2-3 avsnitten av massor med serier


I just watched ep 9 of Code Geass! And I LOVE Karen/Lulu, seriously. So cute :3 Why did C.C. have to come 'n be fat and that. I also really liked that Tiazara chick. A LOT. IN fact I might actually go and app for her @ Nihil, but not sure yet. I've decided to look over my choices before I execute them - otherwise I always end up dropping. And Zero being all pimp was awesome.

@ Roxy; ♥♥♥♥ we still need to talk. I've got a vent server open for us and a functioning microphone <3 (This applies to who ever feels like putting up with my (imo) retarded s's and broken accent/pronucations.)
@ Ash; HAY dear♥ I'll pounce onto you asap :>
@ Ci; rawr, wasop twin♥♥
@ Everyone else; much love. srsly. ♥
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Daft Punk - Digital LOOOOVE
I guess I might as well just start right away.

Summer is here, for real! It's really, really hot, and not very charming at all - but I'll endure. I don't really know if I have any expectations on this year. I want to repair old relationships and I want to meet new people, but apart from that I'm not really sure.

Got our grades today. Looking god - I can't really be arsed to care. If I leave junior high with a good score I'll be satisfied. Can't wait for this last year to be over.

For now, I'll just try to enjoy. Enjoy and satisfy.

And pray for actually successing with being active at this shithole (♥♥♥♥). I can't stand to be away from you guys. Time for me to clean up this mess and start on a new page. The black shall turn into green**! Hello late 2008, your days passed far too quickly.

On another note I think I need to update my icons with some happy.

Brutal honesty? Okay.

I hope you guys are well. I know my last attempt at sticking around failed, but this place is - to me - just a sea of masks, and I've not yet decided which one to pick. I'll be back as soon as I know :) I love you all. A lot.

Hello people & w'sop :-).
I just figured that it would be rude to not check up on you after my absence! So yeah, just came by to say that I miss you all, but that my life is all great and that I'm in some... greater inner harmony. I'm no hippie, really.

I really wish to return here youguys, but that I don't know how much spare time I actually have. Hopefully, I'll be able to talk to you again.
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25 February 2008 @ 11:34 pm
I've got a brother :))

I hope you guys take care, as I'm not going to be online as much. Not sure when I will return, but as soon as my mother comes home, there will be a lot of responsibility on my part.

I'm sorry guys.
Much love.

(also, the reason to my previous presence... as embarrassing as it is;
But that game has so little drama compared to what I get here.)
Current Mood: amusedamused
07 February 2008 @ 04:39 pm
I think I passed the math test. I hated the percent part though, but the uhh... algebra? Was fairly easy. Mmm. WELL, I'll just hope for the best ♥♥♥!

Only one more day! No tough classes - just a Spanish paper that needs to be written + images to be printed but ehhh that's fairly easy. Excluding the fact that I'll probably murder Spanish grammar. Ow ow ow.

Okay so onto bsns~♥ I found a fairly interesting-looking comm, glasir_comms, and I'm seriously thinking about picking Suzaku up. However, I'm not very fond of how the comm is being maintained. It STILL looks amazing, though! I'm just nitpicking.

... And I still need to write Byakkuns' app. Shall happen this weekend! I'm just afraid it'll suck compared to everyone else since oh god everyone are so awessssome. D| ♥

@Ash: Feeling any better? Sorry if I had to die on you like that. ♥
@Roxy: Rrrrrroxy I miss you. D:
@Everyoneelse: YO WHAT'S UP.
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06 February 2008 @ 10:21 pm
Not going to comment on anything that's been happening this day. However, the fics - unedited - are up @ demolitionist [Here]

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